God sent a messenger to tell me that there are times in life that we just have to let things go. The person didnt know me and I didnt know them. I accepted letting go to the best of my understanding, but have to admitt, I had a hard time knowing exactly what it meant, and how much to let go, etc. I made a lot of mistakes and made a mess of letting go, before I actually learned how to do it. I remember praying and crying, God if you will just tell me out loud, what to do, I will do it. I learned that when God says let go, he means let go all the way and just trust him. When I finally did just that, I cant explain the peace and joy that comes with watching him take care of it all. I didnt learn over night, in fact it took me a few years, but he is patient, and faithful and so wonderful. When I quit trying to handle things myself, the battles started being won. The battles not ours, its the Lords. Well today I fought a battle, and guess what I could have let go a little quicker. I am so thankful for Gods understanding. So if we stumble, just get up, brush off, and learn to fly.